Dear Heart, don't hold back.

Dear heart, learn to lose it all. Don’t hold back the insanity of being an endless history... eternally wandering on the search for life and beauty. Barely hanging on to hope and the path filled with doubts. You can look at those cracks and feel all this pain. Let the rain of tears heal all your fears and stain your soul with truth. The truth that everything that is happening right now still is a part of your story and it still is worth being told. Like all stories, dark chapters will make sense the moment they are flooded with love. It is going to be worth it.  

i am a stranger. 
Lost in thoughts and dreams. 
falling into myself
breaks the connection I have with this world.

The talks
the acting
it all falls apart
when I close my eyes
and listen to my heart of hearts.

When hope whispers to the darkest of nights.
That my journey is a journey of hope and wonder
that this is not a way that ends in despair

but despair is ending when darkness surfaces
and fear greets you with the kiss of hurt you pushed down far too long.

There is no darkness in the night.
It is not surfacing to destroy you but to lead you home.