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case impossible.

What do you do at the point of total failure

of impossibllities.

The end of you holding onto hope

of too much pain

of being the kind of lost where you feel restoration is impossible.

What do you do when you gave up on yourself completely.

When life has broken every dream you ever dreamt.

When reality has lost its grip on you and lies are caging you in like it’s the only truth you have ever known.

What ...do you do?

Maybe you already gave up

...already lost your hope for everything that is beautiful and kind.

for anything that is tender and touching.

and gave in to a life of surviving instead of living.

I wanna let you know,

that a part of me really does believes…. that there is no darkness in the night.

I know you are scared to fall,

to even think about all the lies your soul is breathing right now

and I wanna let you know that I am too.

And I also wanna let you know,

that a part of me still does believe…. that there is peace in the way your tears fall as a sign of your willingness to feel this life that is yours. 

It is okey.

if there is not a tomorrow you can be exited about, then we can just sit here. And just be.

Not having it all figured out. Not having all the answers.

I  just wanna let you know

that a part of me still believes in beauty.

Because I see it in the way people fall.

In an honest heart.

A soul that cries it’s back way to life.

In the silence of the night or the songs that whisper words of understanding like a long lost friend to your heart.