what do you do at the point of total failure...of impossibllities. The end of you holding onto hope... of too much pain . Of being the kind of lost where you feel restoration is impossible.

My ability to run from things scares the helll out of me. And still am not quite sure if I wanna be stopped. This year meant nothing but chaos so far...

„Being needy equals being  worthless“. That’s what my thoughts bouldly proclaim. Fully convinced that I would never be that person, I distanced myself from everything that could ...

„Sometimes I don’t see people for who they really are“ was my friend's answer to why some people's presence drain  you.  She told me that sometimes she forgets, that this person is ...