I thought it was time to share something on my blog again although I didn't really felt like sharing anything.  I am in that phase where you think a thousand thoughts and nothing at the same time. There is happening so much but at the same time, someone hit the pause button in my life. I guess most people will understand.

I know that hardships change something in the very core of our being, they stir up deep hidden lies in our soul. It is just a very scary process. One without control. You are standing in front of a  huge mountain and the only direction is growth and change.
Heartbreak forces you to change. And for some reason I was only open for changes I am prepared for. Change I can control. Change that wasn't caused by wilderness and chaos and hurt. 

I do not want to be afraid of chaos. Of the unknown. Of falling.
There are very few things as beautiful as a heart that falls fearlessly, cries tenderly and loves without regret.

Loving other people, truly loving another person means stripping the very core of your being of it's protection and thorns, hoping that they will guard it. There is no shame in loving someone, there is no regret in believing in the best of a person's heart even though it feels like you should have known. You loved and that is an incredible brave thing to do.

There is no rush in healing a broken heart. It is a journey that never truly ends and takes you on a path of discovering yourself. Someone, we oftentimes loose so easily

There is no darkness in the night, no pain strong enough to conquer light. 
And that is something that became so dear to my heart, that I do not have to be afraid of falling.  That everything happens for a reason and that it will make sense one day. I am not able to control but that is okay- Jesus will. I will be okay again eventually. There is nothing that can steal the spark from your eyes. 

Easter Sunday we exploring Berlin and taking some outfit snaps. It was actually snowing on eastern - which is a bit bizarre for this time of the year. I hope you were having a great time.

xx Mel

Dress: Pull&Bear, Denim Jacket: Bershka, Shoes: H&M,  Hat: Primark