Dear dark side.
It took me a while to admit that I wasn’t listening to you, that I pushed you aside and was mad at you for every attempt of speaking up
. I cut you off more times than I can count
and denied you when you needed my loyalty the most…
seeing yourself.
I think almost all of us can think of a moment where we felt understood and seen by someone when we needed it the most. I do not claim that there are many people out there who are paying attention...
MY ABILITY TO RUN
My ability to run from things scares the helll out of me. And still am not quite sure if I wanna be stopped. This year meant nothing but chaos so far...
Being authentic and self-acceptance
Being myself once was easier…but as you experience relationships, life breaks you… people break you.
If there is no one around you where you can be yourself, you will likely not be yourself around...