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Grace has not left your side.

It is incredibly hard to imagine ever feeling wonder and joy again in the most authentic parts of yourself when you are in the midst of a storm that is testing your foundations. How easily we can give up on life is something that shows….

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Love will forever bring you home.

And grace doesn’t only find you on blood drenched knees when you are begging for help to lift you up from the pits hell, it opens your eyes to see that in your most rebellious and hurting moments it was chasing you with love, it was…

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Finally letting you go| poetry

I guess they say it is writing that helps you to remember what you don’t want to want, makes you feel what you don’t want to deny, and respect what was yours, to begin with. This is a letter to the one that numbed and burned the most...

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muted colors.

This is going to be a short one. As some of you know I am very much so into muted colors. I feel like they compliment my skin tone a lot more than bright colors do. I always thought that you only have the option of being either neutral…

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You are loved so deeply

 Almost midnight, mid week, mid quarter, mid year. Crowded house playing in the background and my fingers are hesitant to type. So many times I lost you, tried to keep you close, played those songs…

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Dear dark side.

It took me a while to admit that I wasn’t listening to you, that I pushed you aside and was mad at you for every attempt of speaking up
. I cut you off more times than I can count 
and denied you when you needed my loyalty the most…

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emotionally unavailable men.

I am sitting here sobbing in my bed at 11 am in the morning because I could feel the hurt of my porous boundaries, too much pleasing and rejection for expressing where I start. My boundaries have been broken far too often …

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Leveling up your standards| Bergamo

Imagine if every guy (father, brother, boyfriend, friend) would treat you like the most valuable princess that there is. They would listen to what you feel and support your true self and see the best in you in your worst moments...

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