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Leveling up your standards| Bergamo

Imagine if every guy (father, brother, boyfriend, friend) would treat you like the most valuable princess that there is. They would listen to what you feel and support your true self and see the best in you in your worst moments...

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Life leaking out my veins| Paris

A meltdown -a throwback. For me, it is an awakening to my self-hate. My heart speeding up, to reach my paste of self-destruction. Greeting me with a loving fall into the very core of my heart …

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Make myself forget.

It still feels like a bad dream to me. Our goodbye like a missed punchline. All the time spent waiting, hoping and wondering. All the days spent doubting. I tried so many times to awake myself. To push my heart back into reality, but reality feels like a lie without you.

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You can't analyze art.

There were times where I took my diary everywhere. Every time something made me upset or anxious I would write, write everything down, every fear and every lie running through my head. It was a book …

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OVERSIZED & CASUAL

City trips. Summer air. Travel vibes and messy hair. I am not gonna lie- I am lowkey dying from the heat right now. I am constantly questioning why you have to be either a summer or a winter person- why can’t

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Almosts.

Some days feel like I can forget how it felt to be held by you. Where I don't remember the look in your eyes when you took my hand and shared a piece of your precious heart with me…

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Where I was most lost.

I found myself in all the places, I was most lost. -ekp-Hardships only happen to change something deep in our character. Deeper as in beyond our control. You were ready to trade Egypt for reality but…

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One Morning.

"I wonder if there will be a morning when you'll wake up missing me. That some incident in your life would have finally taught you the value of my worth. And you will feel a surge of longing when you…

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Summer evenings| wrap dress

Dark blue is not my first color choice when it comes to clothing. But it felt so flowy and light that I had to take it. It doesn't match my usual style choices for summer and falls a little bit more into the evening…

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Feeling it all.

I am feeling it. Feeling it all. The peace with myself …that caused war with  everyone else not willing to face their inside. I am feeling it. The loneliness of being misunderstood…

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