You really know your codependency peaking when you can’t hold your boundaries and yourself up around people who have their best intentions at mind with you.  Avoiding closeness and creating some sort of physical distance is…

I guess I felt really uninspired... I wanted to write honestly. Wanted to say what I am actually feeling. All the fears I am breathing at the moment. But I just couldn't. If I would have, I would have had to feel the void…

Some days feel like I can forget how it felt to be held by you. Where I don't remember the look in your eyes when you took my hand and shared a piece of your precious heart with me…

To those moments. Reminding you of what love feels like, dropping down heavily like pouring rain from grey skies-  not able to hold back any longer,  endless nights  and caring texts. Love may ask you to...

And just as i started to realize you were real , you slipped through my fingers . I never had you . You were always the in-between-state of uncertainty and not leaving. 

The hardest thing about goodbyes is when you're constantly asking yourself whether letting go of someone is the undeniable solution or an awful mistake...

Jemwisper's compilation of movie scenes and cutouts .   I think this is heart- gripping art...  telling a story ... making people cry... hope...feel! This particular edit is called 'we never started' ...  Thought I might share it with you guys.  

„Being needy equals being  worthless“. That’s what my thoughts bouldly proclaim. Fully convinced that I would never be that person, I distanced myself from everything that could ...

„Sometimes I don’t see people for who they really are“ was my friend's answer to why some people's presence drain  you.  She told me that sometimes she forgets, that this person is ...

Being myself once was easier…but as you experience relationships, life breaks you… people break you.

If there is no one around you where you can be yourself, you will likely not be yourself around...

I feel like falling out of love is not possible. I believe that we can have a crush on someone or like someone very much but I don’t think that love  has the ability to stop...