No matter what happened… I always had this sense of knowing where I am …who I am …somehow I always was able to grab myself. It was the last piece of control I had left. Control over myself

Autumn air makes me dream a bit. For me it is like an reminder of what I once found to be true. The smell of crisp air containing all the memories you tried so hard to forget... and where do we go from here.

My ability to run from things scares the helll out of me. And still am not quite sure if I wanna be stopped. This year meant nothing but chaos so far...

I always considered feeling nothing and being numb to be the worst that could ever happen to someone. So I never really tried to let these emotions of feeling nothing BE what they are.

The hardest thing about goodbyes is when you're constantly asking yourself whether letting go of someone is the undeniable solution or an awful mistake...

You wanna get to know me? Show me all of who you are and then some more. Unveil your fears and joys, Let them loose…falling into arms that are willing to hold

Jemwisper's compilation of movie scenes and cutouts .   I think this is heart- gripping art...  telling a story ... making people cry... hope...feel! This particular edit is called 'we never started' ...  Thought I might share it with you guys.  

„Being needy equals being  worthless“. That’s what my thoughts bouldly proclaim. Fully convinced that I would never be that person, I distanced myself from everything that could ...

Just had some thoughts on love these past couple of days.... That maybe sometimes we need to let go the idea of how it should have happened and how it is supposed to be and just let it be what it is...

„Sometimes I don’t see people for who they really are“ was my friend's answer to why some people's presence drain  you.  She told me that sometimes she forgets, that this person is ...

I am sitting at the airport waiting for my flight so why not share a little city post. Two weeks ago we visited Balneário Camboriú and stayed with a group of people in a school...

One of my new years resolutions is getting a new camera and investing more into my blog.... it especially bothers me because I love photography so much. But for know my iphone will do... Here are some seaside shots.

And it feels good to know that I’m not the only one who feels like that. It was like a year of holding my breath, numbness, waiting…enduring.  Almost giving up dreams, hopes, resignation.

Today was the first day that I was like: Okay I might be ready for some food again… That was the reason I broke my fast in the evening. I felt like any extra day would have meant stress for my body ...

I recon everyone is baking for christmas and I’m over here fasting lol. I guess it’s due to the hot weather. I feel like I get very caky-cookie-pudding during the winter and then I crave more ...