Finally letting you go| poetry
I guess they say it is writing that helps you to remember what you don’t want to want, makes you feel what you don’t want to deny, and respect what was yours, to begin with. This is a letter to the one that numbed and burned the most...
The void left behind.
I guess I felt really uninspired... I wanted to write honestly. Wanted to say what I am actually feeling. All the fears I am breathing at the moment. But I just couldn't. If I would have, I would have had to feel the void…
Make myself forget.
It still feels like a bad dream to me. Our goodbye like a missed punchline. All the time spent waiting, hoping and wondering. All the days spent doubting. I tried so many times to awake myself. To push my heart back into reality, but reality feels like a lie without you.
waiting.
Caught in between unfinished stories and what if’s . How to draw the line of where your heart can’t take it any longer.... is there a point where the feeling of uncertainty reaches more power than the love you..
a need to reboot| being the mean one.
In my head i have this picture of where I should be. How I should be. And for some reason I am always miserably failing in doing it justice. Always striving for perfection- or maybe just peace?
Goodbyes.| when it's time
The hardest thing about goodbyes is when you're constantly asking yourself whether letting go of someone is the undeniable solution or an awful mistake...
Falling out of love|the art of pretending you're not
I feel like falling out of love is not possible. I believe that we can have a crush on someone or like someone very much but I don’t think that love has the ability to stop...