I am sitting here sobbing in my bed at 11 am in the morning because I could feel the hurt of my porous boundaries, too much pleasing and rejection for expressing where I start. My boundaries have been broken far too often …
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Imagine if every guy (father, brother, boyfriend, friend) would treat you like the most valuable princess that there is. They would listen to what you feel and support your true self and see the best in you in your worst moments...
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A meltdown -a throwback. For me, it is an awakening to my self-hate. My heart speeding up, to reach my paste of self-destruction. Greeting me with a loving fall into the very core of my heart …
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The need to feel understood. I think we all have it. We all want someone to believe that we make complete and utter sense. That there is no defect. I am starting to understand that there is a treasure hidden in being misunderstood
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I guess I felt really uninspired... I wanted to write honestly. Wanted to say what I am actually feeling. All the fears I am breathing at the moment. But I just couldn't. If I would have, I would have had to feel the void…
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It still feels like a bad dream to me. Our goodbye like a missed punchline. All the time spent waiting, hoping and wondering. All the days spent doubting. I tried so many times to awake myself. To push my heart back into reality, but reality feels like a lie without you.
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September is my favorite time of the year. Autumns Indian summer. Golden leaves, sunbeams, crisp air and warm coffee in the evenings. Autumn makes me nostalgic and justifies cozy stay-ins with fairy lights
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This is a song I wrote a some time ago. You can let it be about whoever you need it to be. Make it mean the things you need to hear. For me it was about justice and sorrys. Believing in yourself after too lates…
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There were times where I took my diary everywhere. Every time something made me upset or anxious I would write, write everything down, every fear and every lie running through my head. It was a book …
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You are a home that has been turned into a war zone. And even though everything happened for a reason that you do not fully understand yet, it is time to come home. Come home and win the very …
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I wanted to mean danger in the most innocent ways. Scaring your fears to death while calming a restless breath. With a look in my eyes that unveils every failed attempt of love as a declaration of lies …
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City trips. Summer air. Travel vibes and messy hair. I am not gonna lie- I am lowkey dying from the heat right now. I am constantly questioning why you have to be either a summer or a winter person- why can’t
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Some days feel like I can forget how it felt to be held by you. Where I don't remember the look in your eyes when you took my hand and shared a piece of your precious heart with me…
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I found myself in all the places, I was most lost. -ekp-Hardships only happen to change something deep in our character. Deeper as in beyond our control. You were ready to trade Egypt for reality but…
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"I wonder if there will be a morning when you'll wake up missing me. That some incident in your life would have finally taught you the value of my worth. And you will feel a surge of longing when you…
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Dark blue is not my first color choice when it comes to clothing. But it felt so flowy and light that I had to take it. It doesn't match my usual style choices for summer and falls a little bit more into the evening…
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