what do you do at the point of total failure...of impossibllities. The end of you holding onto hope... of too much pain . Of being the kind of lost where you feel restoration is impossible.
Read MorePeace. That is a place where we feel home. When everything is restless, gets too busy and we feel like we lost something ... I think we like to go back to that place where we felt home. Maybe home is...
Read MoreSleepless nights. Keeping yourself busy. And then there comes the point, the edge of the task, period, day, experience ... and then you have to decide: do I go another round or am I gonna breath
Read MoreAnd just as i started to realize you were real , you slipped through my fingers . I never had you . You were always the in-between-state of uncertainty and not leaving.
Read MoreNo matter what happened… I always had this sense of knowing where I am …who I am …somehow I always was able to grab myself. It was the last piece of control I had left. Control over myself
Read MoreMy ability to run from things scares the helll out of me. And still am not quite sure if I wanna be stopped. This year meant nothing but chaos so far...
Read MoreI always considered feeling nothing and being numb to be the worst that could ever happen to someone. So I never really tried to let these emotions of feeling nothing BE what they are.
Read MoreThe hardest thing about goodbyes is when you're constantly asking yourself whether letting go of someone is the undeniable solution or an awful mistake...
Read MoreYou wanna get to know me? Show me all of who you are and then some more. Unveil your fears and joys, Let them loose…falling into arms that are willing to hold
Read More„Being needy equals being worthless“. That’s what my thoughts bouldly proclaim. Fully convinced that I would never be that person, I distanced myself from everything that could ...
Read MoreJust had some thoughts on love these past couple of days.... That maybe sometimes we need to let go the idea of how it should have happened and how it is supposed to be and just let it be what it is...
Read More„Sometimes I don’t see people for who they really are“ was my friend's answer to why some people's presence drain you. She told me that sometimes she forgets, that this person is ...
Read MoreAnd it feels good to know that I’m not the only one who feels like that. It was like a year of holding my breath, numbness, waiting…enduring. Almost giving up dreams, hopes, resignation.
Read MoreBeing myself once was easier…but as you experience relationships, life breaks you… people break you.
If there is no one around you where you can be yourself, you will likely not be yourself around...
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